My Life, Single.

Listen to Him. 

If you don’t, you will end up feeling levels of pain you have never felt before.

for my God is with me. 

I just found a mixtape of all of my favorite songs that I would listen to constantly a few years ago.

Not only am I going down memory lane, but I have no recollection of where it came from. 

So confused. 

o_O 

I am going to Florida this March to visit a college. :D

Even if I don’t end up going to that college, I am beyond excited to get on a plane and go somewhere unfamiliar, with slightly unfamiliar people.

Amen to that. Let it be. 

I have been a mess…

If satan wants to tear me down, I have to fight it. It means I can make a difference and he can’t stand the thought of it. 

If I want to go to the college I am dreaming of, I need money. Lots, and lots of money. I am tempted to get another job, but oh yeah, I still have to finish High School, which means 24 hours in a day isn’t enough time for another job. 

I guess there’s always praying and stuff. 

and hope.

Yes, there are those things, too. 

“It’s in those times of quiet and loneliness that God restores your soul.”

—My Pastor

LET’S START A BAND AND MAKE MUSICZ TOGETHAR AND SHARE IT WITH TEH WORLD.

THE SONGZ CAN BE ABOUT GOD AND LOVE AND OCCASIONALLY, PIE.

OKAY?

One of the best sounds on Earth.

Tonight on the worship team we sang this song.

The chorus says, “Our God is lo-o-o-o-ove…” over and over again.

It’s a nice song and has some awesome harmonies, and it’s pleasing to the ears even if you don’t listen to the words. 

But if you don’t listen to the words, you are missing out. You’re missing out on a huge revelation that could happen in your heart.

Our God is Love. 

That is such a beautiful truth.

I have been struggling a lot lately, looking around at all of the couples in love. I fell victim to the February Blues, ya know, Singles Awareness Month. 

But there is a love so much greater that I can have now. I am alone by the world’s standards, but not even close by God’s standards. 

To all of you beautiful, single people: Seek God with all of your heart during this holiday. You are not alone. You have the best Partner Ever - the one who will NEVER fail you. Get together with your single friends this Monday and thank God for being there for you.

To all of you beautiful, “un-single” people: Treat your man/woman with respect this holiday and remember your boundaries. Also, praise God together that you have each other, and pray for His blessing over your relationship.

Changes things. 

So, I’ve decided that I’m going to take a short break from Tumblr and Facebook. Something that everyone should do once in awhile! 

I have a lot to figure out right now, and staring at screens (screens with wonderful words and pictures on them, but still staring at screens) has delayed figuring those things out by a lot. 

So, I love you guys, and I shall return. 

You are all in my prayers.

<3 

I’m going to be on a Superbowl commercial that has the point that with the money America spent on the Superbowl/Half-time show, we could have fed Africa. 

What did the tree say to the other tree?

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Nothing, trees can’t talk. 

I just wanted to let you guys know that I’m not going to stop writing on here when the going gets tough.

I’m not going to write about my Sparkling Christiany Life every day, because that’s pointless. That’s empty. 

Things are not going to be easy all of the time, and lately, they haven’t been at all. 

I refuse to act like this journey has been temptation and pain free. I refuse to act like it’s not a struggle sometimes.

I also wanted to thank you all for the help you have been so far. No encouraging message goes unnoticed. They are all placed in my heart, and they mean so much to me.